Jen Ferguson’s powerful and beautifully written YA debut novel follows a demisexual Métis teen girl from a Canadian prairie town, who over one summer must grapple with an unwelcome figure from her past—as well as the questions about identity, secrets, confusion about her sexuality, and relationships that all make up who she is. Winner of the Governor General's Literary Award in Young People's Literature, a Morris Award Finalist, and a Stonewall Award Honor Book. Now in paperback!
In this complex and emotionally resonant novel, debut author Jen Ferguson serves up a powerful story about rage, secrets, and all the spectrums that make up a person—and the sweetness that can still live alongside the bitterest truth.
Lou has enough confusion in front of her this summer. She’ll be working in her family’s ice-cream shack with her newly ex-boyfriend—whose kisses never made her feel desire, only discomfort—and her former best friend, King, who is back in their Canadian prairie town after disappearing three years ago without a word.
But when she gets a letter from her biological father—a man she hoped would stay behind bars for the rest of his life—Lou immediately knows that she cannot meet him, no matter how much he insists.
While King’s friendship makes Lou feel safer and warmer than she would have thought possible, when her family’s business comes under threat, she soon realizes that she can’t ignore her father forever.
- Paperback: 384 pages
- Publisher: Heartdrum (May 14, 2024)
- ISBN-13: 978-0063086173